Happy Halloweenie!

Well its my last night to drink. Tomorrow I'm eliminating alcohol 'cept for some holiday cheers here and there.

I'm gonna stay put at home and see if I get any trick or treaters. I think I'm too far off the beatin path to get any. But going out in costume tonight just doesnt sound fun. Maybe I am getting old and boring.

Tomorrow is golf. woot woot! I havent done enough of it this year. Funny how the things that you enjoy and make u smile are usually the first to go when you get a busy schedule. Ever notice too that when u start dating, u kinda loose part of yourself? I don't think its conforming or sacrificing yourself, but more like the trade off at the time seems rewarding enough. Then, when part of the equation is removed, your like wrf? And u realize all this shit you shouldve been doing for you is still waiting there to be done?

I guess that's where I'm at. Time to find a balance between maintaining my sense of "self" but still be able to share part of that "self" with someone in a healthy manner. (that's provided there IS someone)

anyway just my thought of the day, since it seems to be what i struggle with the most