a time to change:

I have a habit of getting stuck...
Change? I hate it. Especially if I'm running in that zone we call comfort. If something is working, even just remotely, why change it? So without this "change", i tend to get bored. But I choose not to change anything- instead i decide on "disrupting" this so called path I'm on. Ruffle the feathers, stir the pot, rock the boat- these are all terms that can describe me...and that doesnt make em good.
Well its been mentioned here and there that I've gotten some tough love from a few good friends to say the lease. Two really bad cliches that apply to me: 1. You fail to plan, you plan to fail. 2. Definition of insanity-do same and expect different results. SHIT! you mean I need to change???? And whats interesting come to think of it...pretty sure i was hit with idea sometime around new years. It was going to be my new motto. Of course I was gonna start easy. I'll change my haircolor, and the style...okay this is good, its workin for me- people are liking it. Who am I hanging out with? ohhhh yup, better change that too. I want to be around positive people, less drama- healthy folks that enjoy the same pleasures as me- NO WAIT! NO I DONT! I want them to indroduce me to NEW things! yup! Cuz i'm changing. So what else- hmm, i douched the salon. BE GONE! How can I change anything in the shop when everyday i come in to the same negative, crappy thankless crew? I cant. Be gone! So i let everyone go. No i don't want anyone new just yet. I'm still getting rid of that damn icky juju. Wow! and I feel FUCKING GREAT! The phone is ringing off the hook, my door is revolving with new and old clients- new people are calling about potential work, new sales peeps are knocking. I've been offered not one, BUT TWO seperate color educator opportunities (you mean YOU like me and my work?? and I get to decide if I wanna work for YOU??) whoooo hooo. Man, this change feels so good, i think I'm gonna just keep rolling with it! Ive picked out a new product line, I've rearrange the salon, i'm changing my color line...OH MY THIS IS SO FREAKIN SCARY- BUT HELL I'M EXCITED! Bring on the change!!! I'm changing how I view life, who I allow to lean on me- are you leaning or sucking?? I've changed in the sense that the word NO is a little easier to say now. I have set boundries, and will be sticking with them. If this forward, positive roll of change keeps going this well- my oh my. I AM soooo happy someone told me about "change".