I think when we go through divorce, we all want to make sure we're successful and prove that we can move forward. For me, it was showing I could still maintain my business, own beautiful things, laugh with the most friends, and finally, reside in a loving home. I found my "home" 2 years after my divorce. Before that, I had lived in a 800sq ft apt (after living in 2500sf home with "him".)
It was out in the country- 5 acres of peace and quiet, and oh yeah, big and beautiful....

The way he looks up at me and smiles. My son see’s me come into the room and his facial expressions light up. He smiles, his eyes get big. A sense of overwhelming joy and emotion flood through me. I just want to hold him, god it is going to be so difficult to have to discipline him, but I know without a doubt that it is vital to his success. Each day I gain a better understanding of why people say that they miss this stage of a child's life. I love it when he smiles so big that his eyes are squished...

I have a habit of getting stuck...
Change? I hate it. Especially if I'm running in that zone we call comfort. If something is working, even just remotely, why change it? So without this "change", i tend to get bored. But I choose not to change anything- instead i decide on "disrupting" this so called path I'm on. Ruffle the feathers, stir the pot, rock the boat- these are all terms that can describe me...and that doesnt make em good.
Well its been mentioned here...

It seems to be all the rage today. Hybrid cars, recycling, organic foods, and of course not wasting energy. These are all great for the environment what are we doing for ourselves? Are you wasting your emotional energy?

There is both positive and negative emotional energy. Negative emotional energy comes in the form hate, anger, and frustration. If you hate someone you give them negative emotional energy. If you get frustrated at their actions you’re using emotional energy. Most negative...

Sometimes I wonder do we really know one another, I mean if I went by a different name would my friends know who I am? It is weird this thing called life and the ins and outs of relationships, I want this she wants that when all anyone wants is to be wanted.

Along the same lines why is everyone caught up about sexuality we all know what each of us has, might be different in shape and size but there should not be a surprise on what it looks like.

And with that...